raye yg terbossssssaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

celaka... aku nak balik kampung... knape ini harus terjadi... aku x paham r... every year, raya makin hampeh... maybe sebab faktor umur kot.. makin dewasa, duit raya makin kurang... nak main kejar2 pun, da besor panjang... gila ke nak main semua mende tu... raya je, duduk2, lepak, xtau nak watpe. raya ni lg la. dok rumah. mcm hari2 biasa balik... aku nak kembali ke zaman2 bebudak dulu... tunggu pengumuman raya je, da kecoh. tu belum tgk time dah umum. padahal da memang tau pun esok raya.. huhu... pagi raya je, smangat nak gi smayang raya... balik smayang, bermulalah operasi menyerbu... time kecik2 dpt duit raya lg byk aku rasa. walaupun bilangan dlm sampul kekadang 1rm je. huhu. tp skarang, walaupun sorg bg 20rm, tp xpenah pecah record masa kecik2 dulu... nak bangun gi smayang raya pun cm malas je... huhu...

agak out of topic la...

bbusannyyyeeeeee.... raye ni abah aku keje..... argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! salah satu income hidup aku adalah duit raye.... secare logiknye... org ramai time raye pertame...... adussss....... aku da la nak gune duit... nak siapkan projek final........ adus skali lg..... ade idea x?? cmne nak cri duit??

what is reality and what is fiction?

can you tell me what is the number after 12? of course you can. it is programmed in your head. the brain has the data to tell you what is the answer to that question. the fact is, the brain controls our daily activities. you might say, duhh..... what does? but do you know the power of the brain? your brain has the power to change fiction into reality. yes... can men fly? they can if they want to. genius people use only 10% of their brain. so, where's the other 90%? it is locked inside, waiting to be discovered. people who understand the true power of the brain will continue searching ways to unlock the secrets of the mind. the mind consist of three parts. concious, subconcious and the superconcious mind. the concious mind is what we are using daily. the function of concious mind is to intepret logic and act as a medium between the subconcious mind and our body. the concious mind isn't that powerful. that is why we can't fly, because our body thinks logically that the gravity can't be defy. i say the concious mind is not powerful because, it can be altered by altering your perception on things around you. the concious mind is powerful when the subconcious mind is at rest. do you know that subconcious mind plays an important role in our life? they act as the main controller to our body. believe it or not, it decides what you like to eat and what are you allergic of. the subconcious mind react with experience and relatively, your senses. why are u afraid of cats? because the subconcious mind decides for you. to unlock your subconcious mind, it needs training and focus. as you all know, the concious mind can't be easily ignore. meditation and hypnosis helps to communicate directly to your innerself. i will explain more in my next post.

wannabe and posers

yeah.. i hate them. there's the real thing, and there's them. wannabe.. i don't really know what do they get trying to imitate someone?? satisfaction? i doubt it. if they are satisfied, they should just stick to what they are. no need to try and be someone. it's very uncool and very immature. people should appreciate for what they are. everyone is special in their on way. it's just a matter of time till they discover it. then they'll know the joy of being one's true self. take it from me. i've been there, done that. and trust me. it's a never ending story untill you find out that nothing last forever. but if you try building your personality rather than imitate, you'll be satisfied and surprised to what you can become when you develop skills rather than scoop up other people skills. discovering your true abillities is much more interesting than wasting time thinking what you should look like next. when you develop your skills, your look will come automatically after that. if you try to be somebody, you will posess the looks, but not the talents. it's ok to admire or look up upon somebody that have succeed in life but don't over do it.

designers life

wow! i can't believe it! to actually learning something related to me, arts! it might not be pure arts but it has its abstract side. once, i was confuse in what i might become when i grow up. at first, i would like to venture in engineering. thinking that this field of study could be promising and will ensure a better future. then i started thinking. i couldn't even cope with my spm, especially the science stuff. how the hell am i going to further in engineering??! it would be boring equally. even more come to think of it. for me, i could not develop the interest in science studies even if i wanted to.. badly!! coz nowadays, science is essential in the world. science is everywhere. i was thinking iin pursuing arts. but something came in front of me and crash my thoughts. guess who... my mom(thank god she did!). she said that it is ok to work with your skills rather than working with your certs. but what would become out of me when i'm done studying. u can have many certs i arts but u are not qualified for the industry to day. the need science. that's what she said. for once, i neva agreed. but to avoid arguing, i obey. i try finding other fields to venture. i want to venture into sumthing that people would make it the last choice. guess what. architecture. many are interested in medics and engineering. few are interested in this kinda arts. for me to take archi, it would be very promising to have a bright future. but suddenly, sumthing came up. what if sudddenly, the world would run out of space to build. would architecture be at any use??? i came to a dead end again. i have to start from scratch. long i search for the rite path of life. i want arts, and at the same time, a good job prospect in the future. now that archi is not and option, i have to find sumthing close to archi. and then it hit me. why not try interior architecture. it has everything same as erchi, only more detail coz its work space are interior of the building. brilliant! i thougt. now, to do more research. i came with a list of top university that offers this cos. but most of them are privates. where am i going to fork up a fortune to apply??? seeing that local university offers less choice, i try convincing my parents to let me enter. and they said, why not try uitm? and this is where i am now. a designer to be. full of challenge and obstacles before reaching the peak. well, i've chosen this path, and i will stake my life on it.